random ramblings

“When people ask me why it’s so hard for me to trust others, I ask them why it’s so hard to keep a promise.”

as you saw me tore
leaving you and me
just a memory-

"Was love catching, like a common cold? Or was it more like a virus that afflicted a person gradually, until the unsuspecting individual was sick with love, consumed by it, riddled by its aftereffects?

— Alice Hoffman, The Propable Future

"Dare I say I miss him? I do. I miss him. I still see him in my dreams. They are nightmares mostly, but nightmares tinged with love. Such is the strangeness of the human heart.

— Yann Martel, Life of Pi

so i screwed up,
but someday i would make it up to you,
hopefully by then it wouldn't be too late?

"Sometimes I think I am out of my league, and then sometimes I think I can dream. Sometimes I wish I could be the one fish that you choose out of all in the sea.

— Hellogoodbye

'Was I ever truly over him? At one time I was sure that the answer was yes. But if seeing him again- and merely touching his hand- could peel back so many layers of my heart, then did I ever stop loving him the way you’re supposed to stop loving everyone but the one you’re with?

— Emily Giffin, Love the One You’re With

“Letting go doesn’t mean giving up, but rather accepting that there are things that cannot be.”

“Cared too much before to give a fuck now.”


so i read this somewhere ;

how do you deal with shit?
alcohol
what if you're broke?
sex

so true <3 <3 <3 i need sex? just before zoe gets back it sucks that i have the room and no one. and well i do have some alcohol but oh my fuck ranjie you need to study. for the past one-two weeks you've been stoned, wasted or plain lazying around. WTF!

"How did I become so obnoxious?
What is it with you that makes me act like this?
I've never been this nasty
Can't you tell that this is all just a contest?
The one that wins will be the one that hits the hardest
But baby I don't mean it
I mean it, I promise"

please don't leave me . xxx