beautiful lasers .

entangled in a mess known as myself .
these desires are false , indefinitely .
how on earth did i end up here again ?
choices . bad choices that i've made from day one .

i can't remember what's it like being in a relationship anymore ?
distant , far far distant memory .

need to escape .
escape from this cage .
this cage known as my head ,
this cage known as my body . xx