Tuesday, February 15, 2011

lil wayne's part ♥

And I don't mind when we fall out
Long as we fall back into it
I hope we never put an end to it
Even though you not that into it
Heaven, have you ever been to it?
Cause you look live you've never been
You more like a hell's angel
And for you i'd rather sin
Broken heart love you with a broken heart
For you i'll jump off Noah's ark
Love is blind and hope is dark
Why does pain feel so good
Love is science
Live for you die for you
And i'll die smiling



Sunday, February 13, 2011

bury tomorrow .

happy valentines 2011 , peoples  


morning was perfected by him 
i couldn't ask for more . 


but somehow i'm feeling bummed now . about 8 and a half hours left before this day is over .
and i've not cried , in a week ? which is , weird . 
it's as if somehow i've either turned a psychopath ! or well i'm incapable of feelings ! or somehow i'm down with some disease that my tear ducts are blocked o.O 




gotten - slash ft adam levine 
this song goes for him . especially today . 


So nice to see your face again 
But tell me will this ever end 
Don’t disappear 



it still pains me . 
sometimes .
but blegh whatever really . 


Sweet dreams that wont come true, I'll leave them all for you.
xx

Saturday, February 12, 2011

199th .

I wear these marks of shame-
Not with pride for my head's held low-
I aim beyond where I stand today-
And if weakness is a virtue ,
Then I am queen and misery’s my empire .



there's this guy ♥
the one and only wonder of this world , well my world ♥

i can't help wonder if it's possible for things to work out between us again . 
everything seems fine . 
but i'm afraid to even think of anything , for fear of jinxing it . 
but what is it? 
i can't hear his unspoken words . 
but he still makes me happy .
he makes me the happiest 
nothing else matters ,
nothing else compares . 
how i can only wish we have a chance of being us again . 
i'm afraid . 
deeply terrified .
for what if he realizes he can score one far more better , 
one who didn't break him in the past .

insecurities . =/
but i don't want to fight the butterflies =/ xx