shutters .

do you know what's it like to be backed into a corner, constantly, due to your own inadequacies?
i'm lacking, i'm lagging.
i put myself in these situations.
it'll just never be enough.
i'm stuck.
another step forward taken with a mighty courage i might add is another step in the wrong direction.
tired of dealing with my own inadequacies.
tired of cleaning up after myself.
tired of wondering if i'll be able to get myself out of this.

-heavy heart.