excuse my mood .

everybody sees , nobody gets .

you look at me don't you?
don't you see the darkness within me?
think abyss .
think dark holes .
think that and multiply whatever you're picturing .

everybody sees , nobody gets .

its obviously easier to expect someone to be happy all the time .
they'd practically carve a smile if that's what it takes .
but this mind, it can explode .
i feel the prickly tears ,
i wipe it away .

everybody sees , nobody gets .

maybe it is true .
i breed depression .
but you and i both know its an illusion .
its a cruel myth fed to kids .
eluding me .

everybody sees , nobody gets .

self-inflicted rage .
in familiarity we find comfort . x