staring at my fingers- staring at the keyboard.
i do not know what to say.
though i know what i feel.
i can't quite tell you what's it like.
but i know what's it like to be me.
days so long, days so dreary.
this humdrum heart, no longer feels.
for what seems like ages-
perpetually doomed being i suppose.
i tell myself i deserve more.
that i will find him, happiness, clarity.
but the things we tell ourselves can be our truth.
xx
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