" i feel like i have a constant dagger in my heart. "

when i'm having the worst time in my life or when i'm feeling the blues, i simply have no one to call.

i'm surrounded by a sea of people whom i call friends and family. but in the end of the day, there isn't a person i can rely on..

friends, don't go behind your back and see each other and pretend nothing of it.

and they say they're too busy.

family members, don't ask you to tell your problem and make light or fun of it because it isn't important.

lover, isn't supposed to swear they would never leave you no matter what but dump you at the worst possible moment.

why does everything seem so impossible to me. why do i keep falling back into this abyss. everytime i thought i climbed out i simply seem to be getting sucked back in..

i hate the world.

i hate living.

i just want to die.

stab me.

stab me deep.

stab me over and over and over again.

stab me dead.

i beg of you.