a trip down memory lane.

a trip down memory lane.
a trip i should have known better than to take when i'm not ready yet.

"people say some fucked up shit when they are mad"


your words. would this mean whatever you have said in the past few months are not true? because you're mad? our birthday's are coming and there is only one thing on my mind...


would he wish me happy birthday and give me the only gift i desire?

the only thing i desire, the only thing i want, the only thing i need, the only thing i crave for most in this entire world.


a chance to be with you again.

yes apparently ranjie is that pathetic that she can't live without the man she love.

all the strong independent woman out there would probably despise me for being a wimpy-ish person.

dooooooooooooooooode. i miss you. where are you? you said you would never leave and now i find myself all alone. you said move on but where am i to go? my world has known you and only you. you left me upside down, inside out and i'm stuck in this abyss of missing you. how evil else can you get? don't you miss me? i thought we were made for each other and well yeah i screwed up. badly. very very badly. and i'm sorry and i want to work things out. is that too much to ask for? xxx