cold & alone .
like walking back 'home' at evil lurking hours,
hurt, dejected, figuring ways to simplify the world.
is this me? i see someone looking back.
the same confused, dazed eyes.
the same exterior,
the same weary smile.
*thoughts consumes her
*loneliness lingers around her
*she's hit with the sudden question ;
do i bring misery to myself, and others too?
i just want to break free.
i just want to run for years on end.
i don't want any more ties.
i don't want to burden anyone, anymore.
would a simple slit solve my problems?
but knowing that i wouldn't get to live a contented,
a satisfied life, hurts more.
"everyday, in every way, i'm getting better "
all that's left to do is simply believing in it . xx
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