holes inside .

she wakes.
she sees.
she sees the world for what it is.
she tries.
she smiles.
she hurts.
she dances.
she yearns.
she still grins.
she jumps.
she does handstands.
she walks on glass.
she pretends.
she craves.
she fails.
she fails everyone.
she fails herself.
she closes her eyes.
she sees the world for what it isn't.
she hopes.
she sleeps.


and that cycle repeats =/ xx