Sunday, December 11, 2011

lights out .

I'm scared.

Of all the things, of all the mistakes I have made, the words I've uttered & the ones I did not, the people I've met with, the past, the present & the future.

I'm really terrified.

Will that ever go away?
Constantly facing nagging thoughts.
Just the need to know exactly what's in their heads, that will put my mind to ease, I hope?

Paralyzed by my fears.
When will I stop drowning myself?

Do you ever get that feeling?
Sitting down, spacing away, wondering ;
How have I been living? 
                How am I going to face my tomorrows? 

Tomorrows, I'd definitely be there for yours, if you'd allow me. Would you be there for mine? xx

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