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Possibly one of the most beautiful starry night I've ever set my eyes upon in all 21 years of my life. All I'm thinking is if I made the right decision to come here with those set of people.

I'll be better tomorrow.

I'll be a stronger me.

I'll be the best me I will ever be.

Yet these years go on hard.

These aches for the unfulfilled spaces in my heart. 

Why are we cursed with the gift to yearn?

No one seems to be yearning for a strong person. No one I've met at least. Just makes you wonder, if I did it all again in exact opposite, will he appear? Or will I be happy?

- Turned 21 on the 15th of August and still starry-eyed. xx

Langkawi 2012, Saturday night.