you look like you used to be in love .

I've been contemplating if I should write this.

Might as well.


"You can't ignite my mind and open my eyes to possibilites, expecting me to stay still."

"No", she said.
"Don't turn them on.."
"What are you afraid of? I want to see what I love."
"Why don't you feel it instead?"

In the darkness, in the stillness of the night, in that moment they created together, she recognized his smile.

His smile that's engraved in the innermost of her being will hardly fade away.
Together. Wholesome, that's what she felt that night.
She has found the planet of the gods.

The year is coming to an end.
Has it been an eventful one?
Of course.
There were many ups, many downs.
C'est la vie.

A place that you return to daily isn't necessarily home.
Why?

I've a lot of things to sort *sighs*
Working through it all *another sigh*

I don't quite know how to say how I feel on the inside.
I don't know if I should.
What am I so afraid of?
Hurting someone?
Having someone think I'm not what I portray?

Keep your head down, ranjie.
You'll survive.
Don't you always?