i would want to say the familiar feelings are returning, but i would be lying. and i guess that's a good thing.
to be honest? i've temporarily given up on looking for my perfect other. i'll wait for when i am in like a different place. and in a way it would be like hitting reset again. how i can't wait.
i saw that bitch today.
my only desire is to hug and kiss him in front of her. and well run her over with my car.
but why bother i chose to be where i am today. the truth makes everything else seems like mere lies. oh well. people will get what they deserve. either that or they'd learn . i know i got what i deserved for what i did. my heart is immune to your lies. i wish my head were too.
he befriended me.
he gained my trust.
he broke through to get to me.
he made me happy.
and then my fairy tale came to an end.
he stabbed me, in my heart, over and over.
he shoved me away.
he murdered me.
and it's as if i can't get back the old, real me.
but do know that i love you always, all ways.
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