not a day goes by without me reminding myself what took place.
and i know no matter how many times i cry to you, no matter how long i talk to you or write you, you're never going to change.
for i don't mean anything to you.
i don't mean a thing to anyone really.
i gave and never stopped giving you me.
i became so worthless.
i hope i'd have the strength to do the right thing now.
because you would never get it, how it feels like to be me.
and it's not like you care. .
he said hi, after a year.
words can't describe this feeling.
it just doesn't feel real.
like something bad is about to happen.
and he's just using me really.
wait, he and everyone i know.
so,
yeah.
i'm just going to hide for now.
for i'm clueless as to what i'm to say
i'm ashamed. humiliated.
i've no idea whatsoever on how to behave now .
help me . fix me . xx
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