the way it ends?

everything keeps being played in rewind.

i truly wonder where i went wrong.

i must have done something so bad .

something so evil.

something so despicable.

to constantly feel like this.

is this the way it's meant to be?

i'm trying so hard.

am i invisible?

or simply non-deserving?

my tears stream down my face.

my spirit seems to be buried underground.

my heart was shattered and swept away by the wind.

unable to recollect the dust,

all that's left is this worthless body.

it's so dark inside.

would you please bring me home?

i didn't like it one bit when my love didn't wish me a happy bday.

i would not do that to you. . but you have far greater people with you.

i can't compete.

not with the shadows neither the presence of anyone.

xx