this is i .
this is me .
this is called , coming clean .
i spend most nights crying .
crying when i know the world is asleep .
and i weep .
i weep my heart out for this broken world .
family , friends , strangers , foes .
treachery , betrayal , trust issues , money issues , ego issues , man that's a lot of issues .
enough to shake me from the core .
this world i know isn't perfect .
everyone's killing me .
its making me sad, beyond it really .
sometimes i wonder why do i weep for even persons unknown .
oh would somebody lift the weights ?
it's heavy , and it's getting heavier on my heart as the days go by .
i tried pretending .
but really at one point the mask will fall off .
how do you deal with shit ?
families to enemies .
friends are now loathed .
lovers who are non existent .
i've so much love left to give in me .
i know it .
but i'm filled with hate , disgust and confusion .
in the famous words of rodney king ,
"can we all just get along? "
will you help me?
help me HELP me .
for one day i'll get tired of being my own pillar .
and that's when i'll breakdown into pieces .
right in front of all of your eyes xx
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