something random , something real .

thisisonlyformetoreadreallybecauseidon'twantwanttoforgetanythingthathappenedbuthavefunreadingifyouwish =]

weweretexting.orwellkathywastextinghimformeandthenhestartedwiththewholeilooklikeabishekthing.thenatdesaparkcity,everythingwasperfect.ciggies,bigapple,perfectweatherbythelake.decidedtogivehimacallwhichendedupinhimpickingmeupfromkathy'sbecauseiparkedmycarthereandhadnotenoughtimetogohomeallanywaysoyeahhepickedmeupwithhisfriend.anditwasn'tawkwardatall?iinstantlyhititoffwithhimandhisfriend.theymadeitsoundasifwe'realreadytogether?iwaslikeeh-________-we'rejusttextingevenidon'tknowwhat'supwithus.butallinallthedrivewasreallyfun.thenisaidbyetohisfriendrightwedroppedhimoffatfirstworld.gavehimthebigapplehewaslikeomgthankyoui'mstarvinglikehell.wedrovedown.talkedandtalkedabouteverything.smokedtalkedtalkedsighsitwasnice.macha2lahhe'sniceiguess.wassupposedtobringhimtodpcbutitwasalready11.30++andwewerestillhalfwaysoyeahh.thenparkedatkathy'shouse.andyeahwemadeout.hahawespokeaboutitearlier.sowedidanddamnhe'sgood.it'sbeenfuckingAGESsinceimadeoutwithapersonjustmakeoutnothingelseinvolved.itwasnicebutduhwedidtrytodosomeshitbutitwasnicebecauseitwaslikesweetyethot?yeahlieddowninhisarmsonhimtookindathingieitwasnothingbutsweetandit'sbeenagesiguessidon'tknow.whateveridon'tknowwhat'shappeningbetweenusorwhat.hewaslikeyou'redatingabisheknowandhekeptrepeatingthat.istressedonthe"eh?dating"hewaslikeyeahbutsomehowwehavedifferentideasofdatingperhaps?ranjiedarlingcan'twaittoseehimagain =]

lets add a ps ;
sohesaidstufflikei'mbeautiful.surprisedikepttalkingtohim.toldhimilikelikehim.hesaidihadniceskinlikeo.OhewasliterallyexaminingmyfaceandTHANKGODDijustwentforthreadingafewhoursagonofacialfacialhairall.i'magoodkisser?thatiknow ;]xx