vertical and horizontal thoughts been overwhelming me lately .
i see the blood .
i miss the pain .
where does it all go ?
those feelings that made me . . different somehow than what i am now .
adversities overcomed? but boy don't they keep on coming .
how can i get to know you again when its me who has become a stranger ?
am i vindicated now ? you ?
what has happened to those needs ?
hate . rage . anger .
no, not really ?
maybe yes ?
confusion with a tinge of biterness .
he needs me now but i can't seem to find the time .
then there's a difference between can't and won't .
would i be any less of a person if i were to tell the truth ?
on the brink of another dosage of self destruction .
when, if i ever do, give up on me ? xX
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