his kiss is the world and all the stars above.
I'm such a messy knot. Simplify me..
His organs are shutting down one by one....and it seems like just yesterday we were laughing and he telling me how evergreen he is. Why do people leave me? Why do people leave people? Must it be such? Will the world still spin and twirl when he has left? The worst part of having to say goodbye is finding the right words to say to others who would be losing him too. Death is so final. No wonder it's so morbid.
Physics was crap. Why do i hate people making promises and breaking them? Because it means you don't mean it. Doesn't that mean i don't mean as much to you as well? I wish i can put my heart on lockdown mode.
I just want to stab me. And let tears pour out of my eyes and mix with the blood gushing out. And taste that. Taste the sorrow the madness the chaos that resulted in such a pretty bloody sight.
Delay the pain for now, says Kaylee. Xxxx
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