maybe this is where everything leads to..

i hate my brain.


why do people say that thoughts are from your brains? i don't really like how it sounds i mean thoughts could be from your heart?

well IF thoughts are from your brain, i hate my brain.
i hate my thoughts.

they torture me.
abuse me in fact.
all for nothingness.

my thoughts wander a long and lonely road. o.O
my thoughts are scary and my thought leads to me hating.

hate me, blue october.

i love that song.

it means a lot.

to write love on her arms, hawthorne heights.

maybe i did find the guy who would want to write love on my arms. the knife is not that necessary anymore. because he fulfills the vacant space that used to give me aches.

baby,

this is my first post about you.
if you're missing me. good =]
because you've no idea how much i miss you.


hazy, rosy golan.

i dedicate that song to you.

if i forgot who i am, would you remind me?
that song is beautiful and i really enjoy being with you.
i like laughing. =]


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the next part of this post goes to my new sister. =]
i have officially incorporated her to my family, the Darlings.

Ranjie Darling has just found herself a sister =] =] =]

Kaylee Darling, you're so cute and you make me feel good about myself. Like i'm not alone out here and my thoughts are not that creepy and scary. You help me find answers and i like that.


That same little birdie is still telling me that he thinks a certain sister of mine should get facebook.


heheheeh.
i love you both.

mwah mwah

xxxxxxx