my happy ending?

everybody seems so contented so happy so blissful with how their lives have turned out to be.

except me.

i'm stuck in this whirlpool of depression that i could never seem to get out of.

i'm not ranjie when i'm around you.

and that hurts like a thousand icicles piercing my heart.

i don't want to change my ideas for your convenience..

this is not how i see myself being in love~

this love is taking it's toll on me?

i wish i weren't afraid of losing you. . .

at least in that way,

i would never lose that one person that had always, have always and would always stay with me ; ME.