i fall, i get up, i fall, and i get up again right?

so i saw him today. .

and well yeah it just got me thinking about shit again. i've never been betrayed and rejected in such manner. it's hard. but i'm learning. i'm sure there's more to come. i'm just worried i won't be able to love as much again. to meet another girl as well. as if i'm not insecure enough i just need two more additional issues to be more insecure about yeah.

and mus said i shouldn't stoop to his level. that's something i should smile about yeah? =]

i fall.

i pick myself up.

i fall again. and i wonder whether should i get up.

but i do get up.

and i fell again.

i picked myself up again.

it's a never ending process is it?

my hearts going to yearn.

my head would reminisce.

with something as simple as a mere glance.

well,

i guess i would be fine.

i just have to surround myself with people whom truly love me.

people who would help build me up. not bring me down.

you were there once baby..

not a day goes by where i don't wonder what happened.

and i shall quote from my old post,

"life goes on"

sayang,

i'm happy you're happy.

read your mails again.

read your mom's as well.

should i wish her happy birthday?

it would just be a nice gesture.

really looked up to her you know.

i wonder whether would i ever get to see you again.

i love them both.

they meant something.

it's just that people always leave.

even if they promised they would never.

and ranjie is left to pick the pieces up..

pieces of her that they left behind

xx