"...because we're an us. There's a history here, and histories don't happen overnight. In Mesopotamia or Ancient Troy there are cities built on top of other cities, but I don't want another city, I like this city....And it's hard, it's much harder than I thought it would be, but there's more good than bad and you don't just give up!...And I'll try to relax, let's face it, anybody is going to have traits that get on your nerves, I mean, why shouldn't it be your annoying traits, and I know I'm no day at the beach...And ultimately, isn't that what it comes down too? What a person is made of?...i love you "
and i know i'm young.
and i know you're young.
but ah fuck it it's all in my head.
i hate you for making me go and start over.
which is something i don't want to do.
it's hard.
i just wanna dip my heart in concrete.
and say fuck it.
why do people do serious drugs?
it annoys me to hook up with someone like that.
everything has to be in moderation.
some sort of balance.
blah fuck it who cares.
i'm so tired.
and i can't even find the words to describe my feelings.
which is exactly what this blog is created for.
all i want for st.valentines day is ?
xxx
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