say ahh =]

every night we talk ,

i get this delusion that you've changed.

that you're a nice person.

but the other 3/4 of the time i spend with you,

you're just an asshole to me.

so am i supposed to keep hanging on for that 1/4 of niceness?

and i told you.

and you got mad at me.

isn't that unreasonable.

you want me but you don't want me.

as much as i like getting laid,

i feel so cheap.

because i only am being acknowledged during those night hours.

so you say you like to keep your shit personal.

i'm not asking you to make a broadcast that you're doing me.

everybody gets to write shit on your facebook, except me-

people text you people call you,

but you get pissed when i do-

i've been hanging around telling myself i'll put up with anything just because i know how important it is for you to pass your exams but i'm just so exhausted of thinking of ways i can make shit easier for you.

and you're not being a teeny bit sensitive towards me.

i give and i give and i give

and i feel so naked.

like i've nothing left.

you're an amazing guy.

i just shouldn't have been stupid to fall for you.

or keep waiting around for you to miraculously sweep me off my feet.

i miss being someone's.

i miss my alien space monkey and star days.

i miss just lacing my fingers around yours just cause it felt perfect such.

unrequited feelings sucks most.

xx