i need to get laid. period!

"There is something that I gotta say. It's disgusting, how I love you. God, I hate me. I could kill you. Cause your messing up my name. Gotta walk my talk my fame, but I just want to touch your face."

copied that off aloshana's page. her status. so yeah.

talking to liyana reminded me of jabs even more sighs he was one amazing bf.

i'm conflicted.

when i say i miss him . i mean i miss jabs. and ashraf?

haha.

ohh whatever i lost both.

another lonely valentines day. sighs.

ashraf never called.

i need to drop physics.

it's too taxing.

i figured i would survive but i want to excel at maths.

and i can't do that with physics.

wish me luck.

i need to talk to my mom.

though i'm sorta researching now whether can i do actuarial science with 3 subjects and exclusive of physics .

this color is so yucky.

it hurts my eyes.

so, how am i feeling?

i used bonbon's brass knuckles to sorta punch myself.

ouch it did hurt.

kept doing it for like 30 mins.

i haven't cut in quite sometime.

i haven't had sex in quite sometime and the last time i did it was so awful.

i need to get laid =/ haha xx