a zippo

so i got my first zippo from kaylee =] and i wish i could get it engraved. it means that much. thank you very much.

i gots red hair ;]

i haven't spoken to ashraf in a couple of days and i feel good about that like i'm quitting successfully.

but he's such a dummy he's like you danced with my friends.
i'm like WHAT THE EFF they're my friends too and you ask me to go out with them more and i did. god hypocrites are such a pain in the arse.

but i won't deny the fact that i do have urges to pick up the phone and dial his number but i wouldn't. not this time.

uhm.
first day of the second semester.
started off badly.
i liked mr.david.
till earlier.
well it is unfair of me to dislike him for one tantrum he threw at us but i guess i really looked up to him.

i miss my radha days.
i asked myself this question when was the one day where i truly felt completely happy and the first thing that came to my mind when i finished his questions. and when he praised me. his recognition mean the world to me .

i've been having so many random weird dreams.
i still love sleeping.
i guess i just want to stop dreaming.
none of them come true anyway.
i wish i'm not such a daydreamer.
such a waste of time.
ugh.
i disgust me x