do it for me now

It's a frightening night, and the wind has a roar
It seeps through the hall, and from under the door
Like the shit that was said
Can take it that well
I give and I give and I give and I give and I'm still
Lost and hurt and bumped in from the love that's been starved
I know I got close but I'm sure it's too far
From the point of suspense, we know it should be
The end of the part, of our favorite movie
When the guy grabs the girl and gives her his hand
Says take me away from this torturous land
Cause the grave is set up, the hole that I dug
I gave and I gave and I gave and I gave you my trust
Like the time that we kissed, and you gave me a lie
To act off this scene you pretended to cry
But I'm here and I'm cool, the way that it is
Just give me a chance and I'll try to forgive
And I don't know
And I can't guess
It's gonna be O.K.
But now, my last wish
Is that you do this with me
Kiss me here, and hold my hand
Let me feel like I'm the only one
I know you can
Won't you do if for me now
I really had it with the rain and the tears
The predictable storm that has come every year
And it sneaks from the shore with the bat in its hand
I'm trying I'm trying I'm trying I'm trying I can't
You're a thief and a witch, but I love you to death
You steal my heart and curse under your breath
But the one thing that I will most willing prove
That when you are gone I'll be fine without you
And I don't know
And I can't guess
It's gonna be OK
But now, my last wish
Is that you do this with me
Kiss me here, and hold my hand
Let me feel like I'm the only one
I know you can
Won't you do if for me now?
Now just hold on, hold on to me

yeah. i'm jealous.
why?
because you hate talking to me on the phone.
you complain.
because you always make exceptions for people.
not me.

i'm not special.
you motherfucker.
one day you would miss me the way i miss you.
someday you would want me the way i want you.
someday you would cry for me the way i cried for you.
and just maybe a day would come where you would love me.

and i would look you dead straight in the eyes.
and tell you to go fuck yourself. x