kisses turns into the sweetest dreams.

i had this really tragic dream.
this would be the second time i dreamt of me dying.

i think i got into a car crash of something severe of that sort.
and uhm . i was lying down with tubes and the whole package.
and i couldn't say much. i kept repeating a word. hoarsely. silently. till finally someone picked it up.

" Jabbar " . ..

and like everyone was there. seeing me. but i just wanted him to see me.
and the only reason i stayed on to that body of mine was because i wanted to see him.
and he came. and he cried. and i cried.
and i said i'm sorry.
and i love him so much.
and i got a kiss.


and i died. x