the father

we started talking more lately. like on the phone i wouldn't just hang up on him. and if i see him i don't just look away.

that's good right?

ohh well little by little i'm rebuilding that bridge we used to have.

i just need to get the "men disgust me" idea out of my head.

then i'd be able to love him again.

love my dad.

shouldn't that come naturally though?

it did.

and i told myself not to i guess.

wow.

i am weird.

physic's a bitch to ranjie =/

i've fallen in love with angels and airwaves again =] x